on Wednesday, April 25, 2007
its a repeat.
wait, there are more than one repeat. so it should be repeats.
i'm repeating the repeats.
soon it will all be repeated.
i just hope everything will not exactly be the same.
jo, i guess you're the only person who will understand wat i'm talking about.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
3:43 AM <3
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on Monday, April 23, 2007
i simply wonder what do i seriously want in life.
am i happy with what i have now.
you can't answer that question for me because i can't answer it myself.
burden.this is exactly how i feel i am.
you've got so much to juggle and yet here am i adding more to it.
no one feels good about it.
is it worth it to be carrying such a heavy luggage.
are your shoulders hurting?
the mentoring club camp is giving hui, nana and me a HUGE headache. its like the 3 of us will be skipping the ice breaking session due to some particular reason and its like without the ice breaking you won't know anybody. and what's the point of going to a camp when you dunno anybody when the camp is supposed to be a "get to know each other camp" and a bonding session.
its super sad to be in a camp when you don't know anybody and you're not enjoying the camp. its like, what for go for the camp when you're not enjoying it.
we're supposed to pay for the camp before 4pm tml and we still have no idea if we're going.
a freaking mosqutio just bit my thigh and it is super itchy. ARG! KILL THOSE MOSQUITO!
my big baby was cooking for me the other day but we didn't know what to cook so we actually went to cold storage. all the food we picked were frozen like prata, garlic bread and fish filet.
the prata bloated up like a puffer fish when we cooked it! but it was good lah. he made it super crispy. YUMMY!
the garlic bread was supposed to be placed in the toaster but we fried it instead cause none of us read instructions! haha but who cares when it taste good right. my garlic bread is obviously nicer than yours lor power ranger.
but sadly, we didn't get to cook the fish filet because we didn't read instructions again. that fish filet was a set meal rather to be microwaved and he didn't had a microwave machine at his place. but its a rather good thing for him though. the set meal contain his die-hard foe.. BROCCOLI. he knows damn well that i am going to force him to eat all the veggie if he cooks it. *evil smiles.
took lots of pictures on that day but i am not allowed to upload any of them up. he says that it is meant for my own personal collection.
i was a happily bloated girl that day.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:09 PM <3
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on Friday, April 20, 2007
from koky to to to to dumb dumb dumb michelle
LOVE YOU!
smoothening your ruffled up hair
1:02 AM <3
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on Friday, April 13, 2007
i wanted to go out.. perhaps alone. i need some time alone. settle some stuffs, do some thinking. so i grab my clothes and went to bathe.
and just when i was shampooing my hair, i heard a thunder. nice one thunder god. next, rain god started to cast his spell. thanks man.
i came out of the bathroom feeling grouchy naturally. but wat can i do? NOTHING. so nvm. i thought i will wait for the rain to stop.
soon enough, the rain stopped. hurray! i changed, got everything ready. i took out my key and TA-TAH! it started raining again. even heavier than the previous time. thanks again weather god.
who doesn't know there is something called an umbrella in this world but apparently the umbrella isn't strong and big enough to shelter me from the rain. i had a horrible experience yesterday and i am so not going to try it again.
i had an umbrella with me yesterday but it was useless. i only took a walk for less than 500m and i was drench. my shorts and tshirt was wet. needless to say, i shiver through the bus ride. as wat koky said, it changed from winter sonata to rainy sonata. i really wonder how can actors, actress and directors make walking in the rain so romantic.
and just what the hell is wrong with the world. global warming? a new type of weather? places meant to be raining are facing drought. places meant to be hot is suffering from flood. the world is coming to an end? oh puh-lease. spare me.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
1:51 PM <3
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on Thursday, April 12, 2007
pengy oh boy..
thank you for the sunny side up.
the egg yolk is prefect.
we're both sick cats.
get well soon! ((:
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:53 PM <3
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on Tuesday, April 10, 2007
i don't really know wat i should say abt the orientation programme. its definately different from the camp. i dun feel save.. i dun feel secured.. i dun feel comfortable. everthing is different. i wanna go back to my comfort zone.. or maybe let me once again step back my comfort zone.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
6:30 PM <3
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on Thursday, April 05, 2007
BUSINESS SCHOOL ORIENTAION CAMP.
this camp is seriously good lah. except for the waiting time.
day 1:
all of us assembled at 2pm and we were divided into our groups. damn it lah. everybody had at least a partner in their group and i was all alone. suhui and fiona, aileen and shirley. so sad can.. but i still made friends in my group. they're all nice people ((: my OCs, felicia and clement. felicia is totally like a mother - caring and kept reminding us of the stuffs we need to do or complete. whereas clement was like suan-ing felicia throughout the entire camp. poor felicia.
we made our own flag. it had a worm on it since our group name was kamikaze - it has something got to do with the game "worms" and sucide. and there were insane cows, a bar of soap, nature call.. all the stupid names.
we had station games and night walk. they made us watch a horror movie and told us ghost stories abt the school before selecting 2 people to go for the night walk. it dragged all the way till 4+, 5am.. totally knock out once i returned to my bunk.
day 2:
we woke up late, but still we didn't had enough sleep. you could see everybody's sleepy face. day 2 was kinda boring because we spent most of the time waiting for the facilitors to set up the telematch. we did cheers and songs.. well, i almost dozed off.
the best thing is that shu yi, shu may, elieen and i bathed behind the stadium, the open space because the shower room was too packed. of course we didn't stripped.
dinner was alright. we had a campfire without a fire. by the time the so called camp fire ended was like 2+am and all of us thought we could go back to our bunk to sleep. but we were all wrong. the guy told us to wash up, drink some water and be back in the hall by 10mins. ahh!!! we seriously wanted to sleep lor. they brought jus to this air-conditioned room and we could hear music blasting outside the room. DISCO NIGHT! the atmosphere wasn't so lively at the beginning. the facilitors tried to relax things and KABOOM.. people started dancing. so fun but so smelly and squeezy. my injured foot was stepped on so many times that i finally gave up dancing. the moment i stopped dancing, i felt sleepy man. my eyes were closing literally while waiting to be essorted back to our bunk. stoned for a while before sleeping. damn tired. it was almost 5am then.
day3:
last day of camp. our secret admirer was revealed, got our camp shirt (look like some yin yang jiao lah), took photos and went home!
as for today.. its our
ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY.i know my mood was totally rotten in the morning because of my sickening laptop which had problems again but things got better towards the afternoon. did some shopping when obviously i shouldn't. am like so broke.. but nice koky paid =x so yea. we watch TMNT. ahahahah turtles. and best of all.. we went to take neoprints! KOKY TOOK NEOPRINTS WITH ME. FIRST TIME OKAY. lol.. he usually shuns away from the machine lor. wahahahahaha.
i love the watch. thank you darling ((: love you..
psst: you toally lost your image when you were sleeping in the bus. i'm going to record it in future. wahahahaha.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:28 PM <3
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