on Monday, March 26, 2007
i still can't believe i am offically a poly student. apparently i am still stuck at the uniform days, the jc life.
anyway nana, suhui and i went to do our sp card today. it is SUPER UGLY. they made us look dark and fat. we also had a guided tour. it wasn't exactly a tour around sp but just some introduction about sp and the camps which they will be having. and we learnt somthing new - not to be so gan jiong. right at the beginning of the tour we signed up for the business sch camp, not knowing that there will so be so many more attractive camps. and the worst thing is that everything clashes. arg! damn it.
and we like super hungry throughout the entire tour. grumbling stomach made us mentally disabled.
oh and there was this guy who look just like kah hwee. they are so alike that we thought the guy could be kah hwee's brother. but then again when u come to think about the age, its kinda impossible .their eyes, complexion, skin tone and the way they talk are simply too similar.
we ran pass those cca people at the exhibition. they had like already created a row preparing to block us but we jus ran pass them and their stunt faces were like super funny.
i got my fujistu laptop too. but will be collecting it on wed due to overwhelming responses. i overheard that the guy has still 80 laptops to be done. poor guy. still staying at sp at this hour.
my poor foot hurts. i injured it ytd and fiona was my walking pillar today. the balcony floor was full of soapy water.. i didn't know. happily walked in and slipped. i almost fall flat on my butt but i grabbed the washing machine and my foot jus hit the curb which the washing machine is standing on. and that curb is made of cement and tiles. so now there is a huge green bruise on my last toe and its surrounding. the space between my forth and last toe has turn red. eee.. and i can't rmb who said it look as though a bowling ball had dropped on my toe. ahh pain! i screamed when my dad rubbed it for me..!!!
oh fairy god mother.. please heal my foot for me...
smoothening your ruffled up hair
9:23 PM <3
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on Friday, March 16, 2007
to jolin:
everybody was once childish. i am too. jus take a look at my first few posts. everybody will grow up! hope you are doing well now. ((: take care dear. i'm jus a phone call away if u need me. muacks..
to koky:
ahh... open your mouth. a dose of love for you ((: muacks. dun drool tonight.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:23 PM <3
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half an hour ago i was watching Making Miracles on channel 8. the doctors in the show show passion and care for their patients which we usually don't see in real life. i know, it is jus a show. they can act it anyway they like.
it will not be as easy for a real life doctor to be so as he/she has too many patients to tend to. agree? AGREED. but the issue here is not how passionate and caring the doctor is but the level of passion to help the patient get well, to save the patient's life.
seriously speaking, how many doctors are doctors because they have got the brains and because of the wonderous salary they are receiving every month. (i am not insulting doctors here.) of course there are exceptions who are really passionate about their job.. these exceptions are willing to go all the way and fight the disease with their patients hand in hand. but seriously, how many of such doctors are there?
doctors check our tempreture, deduce how sick we are and wat is the most suitable medication and treatment for us. and i am thankful to them for they together with the medication prescribed made me healthy again.
i go to clinics, and i have been to hospitals too. some of the doctors i've met are nice people but some are totally pathetic.
i have an uncle who used to be a regular in SGH due to his diabetic condition. and he used to be staying in the B1 class ward. service was good, attention from the nurses and doctors were given to him. but due to some family curcumstances, he changed to C class the next time he was admitted to the hospital. the reason was medical fees cheaper, medicine cheaper, following-up check ups will also be cheaper.
but sad to say, the treatment he received in the C class ward was pathetic. he was practically a nobody there. the nurses were still alright. but the doctors, i have nothing but to say that i am utterly ashamed of them. as professionals in the medicial line, they should be the ones concerned abt their patients i supposed - please correct me if i am wrong here. but he even had problem getting the attention of the doctors. according to him, the doctors there are mainly doctors who are still learning. doctors who are still learning and showing such stuck up attitude? please. do you even fit to be a doctor. so what if u have the brains. you need that passion and attitude to be one, to be one whom people will look up to and respect.
if i did not remember wrongly, his diabetic condition caused his legs to be very uncomfortable. having admitted to the hospital the doctor cleared the blood vessels for one leg. a few days later, he requested the doctor to clear the blood vessels for the other leg as well because he was feeling very uncomfortable.
the doctor couldn't be bothered. the doctor simply said that he was well and chased him home without explaining why he refused to clear the other leg for him. HELLO. the patient jus said that he isn't feeling well. the patient isn't a 3 year old kid or an elderly who happens to be senile and can't tell you how he is feeling. he is perfectly fine except for his diabetic condition. please dun tell me his condition will cause him to be inexpressive.
but what can he do when the doctor can't be bothered abt him?
he transfered to mount E. i guess there isn't a need for me to spell out everything. people can tell the difference between these two hospitals. with a bit more money spent, he got what he wanted.
the C class ward is a ward which is heavily subsidised by the government but doesn't mean that u should treat patients there worse than how u treat patients of other wards. the salary you are receving largely may not be from them but still your duty as a doctor is to cure your patients. at least show that you are concerned about them. if you can't help but to show your bias, it is time you change your carrer path.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:34 PM <3
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on Wednesday, March 14, 2007
WAY BACK INTO LOVE - hugh grant and haley benette
soundtrack of music and lyrics
i’ve been living with a shadow overhead i’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i’ve been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, i just can’t seem to move on
i’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need them again someday
i’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind all i want to do is find a way back into love
i can’t make it through without a way back into love
oh oh oh
i’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
i’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
i know that it’s out there
there’s got to be something for my soul somewhere i’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
not just somebody just to get me throught the night
i could use some direction
and i’m open to your suggestions
all i want to do is find a way back into love
i can’t make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess i’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end there are moments when i don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspirationnot just another negotiation
all i want to do is find a way back into love
i can’t make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart to you
i’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that i’ll be there for you in the end
a very nice song ((: catchy melody. beautiful lyrics. i've been repeating the song since i got it.
i tried to hold back while hearing the song and i managed to hang in there for a while. but i still lost.. my eyes were once a spolit water tap. or maybe its jus me and my confused feelings and emotions. oh well.. maybe its just the time of the month again.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:57 PM <3
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on Saturday, March 10, 2007
i seriously hope i will not regret.
pjc, i'll miss you
smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:30 PM <3
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on Tuesday, March 06, 2007
its official.
SINGAPORE POLY ACCOUNTANCY.
nothing much to get excited about.
its expected.
even though its my first choice, it wasn't wat i want from the bottom of my heart.
but so what. this is how things turn out to be.
fate - i'll jus have to accept it.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
9:17 AM <3
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on Thursday, March 01, 2007
SHOPPING SPREE!!!
suhui and i went to meet nana after school to do some shopping.
it was raining when we left school. despite the umbrealla, we were still wet.. or rather, drenched. i could even pour rain water out of my bag. simply freezing in 190... brr... thank god we had an extra shirt to change into. oh. and we saw marlene and her class. .. there were so many of them yet only a few rare souls brought umbrellas.
our first stop was far east.. nothing much there though. nana got a pair of shoes. and we saw marlene and her class again.. serene was there too. and suhui saw her classmate. it was like a pjc gathering. lol.
our next stop was wisma.. we love ESPRIT. the 3 of us were like crazy over the esprit card since we're like always shopping at esprit yet not receiving an discount. how can right.. so we decided to get that card ((:
to qualify for it, we need to purchase $150 worth of products in a single receipt. but.. the stuffs we got were only worth %119.40. another $40.60 to go. walk walk walk, find find find.. finally.. i saw this esprit wallet i love ((: HURRAY!!!
oh. and those who wanna shop at esprit, please go to the one at centrepoint. it is BIG, QUIET AND NEAT. we even decided wat we want to buy on our next shopping spree. lol..
can't wait!!!
smoothening your ruffled up hair
12:08 PM <3
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