heart warming; heart breaking

on Tuesday, November 30, 2004

wa sianz.
so tired sia.
jus came back from choir camp.
kinda fun la..
got quite a lot of activities lor.

DAY 1
met joon kiat at the mrt station.
borrowed the slping bag from him then went to sch to report ler lor.
had choir practice from 8 to 11.
was sort of slacking.
had lunch after that lor.
at first mel was like kept complaining how hungry she was but when she saw the food she was like michelle, i not hungry ler.
wat sia she.
but the food was really horrible.
she ate a few mee then threw the whole packet away ler.
i better la.
picked out all the peas and ate almost everythi. haha.
we were divided into grps and played games lor.
chu, mel and i same grp.
nicole was in another grp.
first game is ask us find 10 items la.
haha. so easy sia.
found all them in like 15 mins.
fast right. so naturally we were awarded the winner of that game la.
then we had this 'get to know each other game'.
somethi like that game yilin and toro played in the champion de.
one mus say his/his **blah blah blah** and the other party mus get it right lor.
then we had this choir idol thgy.
only that it was in grps.
we were given some time to practice.
we came out with storm.
came in 2nd.
hui xian's grp had this play.
came in 1st.
and brigidet's grp jus had this dance.
3rd.
after that was soon bathe time.
mel and i chiong ar.
managed to get a clean bathroom sia.
some was like so damn dirty lor.
all thanks to the CCA leaders.
mud. yuk.
lucky me. =x
after that hung ard and saw mr liew sia.
kinda shock tio.
he came so early.
he was supposed to come after the dinner de lor.
but anyway he joined us for dinner and it was more meant for eating.
taste better.
food catering.
the CCA leaders were like so ke lian.
had to do push ups b4 their meals and to put up a performance.
interesting sia.
after dinner was practice again.
slack again.
daddy came to pass me some stuffs and of coz i gav him some stuffs to bring home too la.
so many thgs wor.
so heavy.
and then we had this 'scary' night walk organised by the teachers.
we had to blindfold ourselves, hold on the shoulders of the person in front of us and trust them to giv us the way to walk.
it somehow helped us to increase our trust with each other lor.
was like a long train.
one lined up after another.
the teachers jus gav us direction and we moved with it.
mus bend here bend there and its all the teachers' fault.
ku yi put leaves and umbrellas over our heads.
walked like 45 mins to an hr and we ended up in the canteen.
they actually brought us here and there ard the sch.
at the end of the 'scary walk' when we took out the blind fold our vision were liks so blur.
went to the canteen to eat our supper prepared by the teachers.
had this beanie soup.
during the supper then i realised mel, kenneth and i were in charge of tml's breakfast.
we went to the apple rm to get brief lor.
by then think got 12am ler ba..
so now mus move into...

DAY 2
went to wash up..
pack some stuffs.
was like so damn messy.
then so sianz liao.
nth to do.
mel was writing her 'story' --- as wat hock soon calls it.
then got msg come in so msg lor..
then eng ann called mel de hp.
then mel also called yh and edwin in.
the 3 guys down there crap and crap.
mel and i down there so called stunned dunno wat to do.
lame till so record wat they say and play it again.
bo liao lor. and everythi sounds so complicated.
can recong yh's voice but can't different shade the difference between edwin's and eng ann's.
the somemore switch 'roles' to make me even more confused.
heng mel can recong.
dunno wat da qiu da qiu.
siao de. then got another one heng luan heng luan. yao shui jiao liao.
lame sia.
and i was like cannot. mus pei me till 6am.
haha. in the end also nv la.
mel tok till pek che.
i no reaction cox dun understand anythi.
haha. that's the gd point abt dunno whose toking wat.
after eng ann hang up liao edwin came to sch.
bought us supper.
weeet. gav us our 'needed' nutrients sia.
and the some more climbed over the gate lor.
dunno how he did that.
by then was already like ard 4am.
even bought cards and potato chips.
told him dun bring these type of thgs to tempt me ler.
i was coughing with a headache lor.
but in the end still eat lar.
play cards half way i really bth ler and went to zzz on the table.
mel and edwin played with my hp and set alarm wanted to wake me up lor.
but thank god. they dunno how to use my phone.
end up no alarm!!!
yay!!! but also ard 5.50am wake up ler.
went to wash up.
mel lost one side of her contacts.
blur ah yi sia.
then went to make breakfast ler lor.
edwin helped.
he went home and said he would b back 10 mins later but he only came in at 10 mins and 30 secs.
sounds stupid man.
we had so called the 'first hand food'.
we get to eat those sandwiches which jus came out from the sandwich maker.
was hot and crispy sia.
called yh, sheryl, jamie..
asked them to come to join us at sentosa.
played captain's ball.
sheryl and jamie joined our grp.
accidently elbowed su ling's lips.
sorry leh su ling. paishez paishez.
then if nv rmb wrgly sound b lunch le ba.
went to BK.
ate the BK kids' meal sia. heez.
after lunch went back to the palawang beach.
played that treassure hunt thgy organised by mel and hui xian they all.
supposed to find 9 different coloured ribbons and instructions and clues [used for looking for bridiget] but no matter what we could not find the yellow colour ribbon.
but despite the fact, we were still able to guess where brigiet was.
came in 1st in fact.
playground.
pop into esther's mind when we first reached and i said i wanted to play at the playground.
haha. coolz.
got a packet of sweets as a prize.
ran all over the place during the tressure hunt.
got so tired and thirsty.
went to 7-11 to buy a cup of slurpy with esther.
who knows sia.
saw pearlyn.
she screamed lor.
siao char bo.
see me so excited sia.
went back to play another game organised by the teachers.
i had to piggy back esther while she balances a big lime on a table tennis racket, get a polo sweet out from the bag of floor by using only my mouth.
my face got white lor.
looked so stupid man.
piggy back esther again and picked out 20 red beans out of a mixture of red and green beans using chopsticks.
seemed easy but it surely wasn't.
the last stage was to back face each other and a water balloon on our backs and travel to the finishing line.
we got 2nd.
once i reached the finishing line sheryl they all were like dun clean off the floor.
take a pic first.
wart sia.
look so stupid still take.
but nvm la. kinda fun too.
and i wasn't the only one!!!
chu and mel also!!!
wahahaha.
we had our free time after that.
went to walk along the beach and the bridge.
then went to wash our legs ler.
sway lor.
started to rain heavily.
but compared to those who were camping there, we were much lucky.
we jus got drenched and went back to sch ler.
called joon kiat, wanted to return him his slping bag but he was like at the airport.
going to taiwan with all the bbal guys.
so shiok lor.
sheryl wanted to tok to some of the b' boys but they checked in already haha.
told joon kiat to pass them the msg haha.
xie le wor joon kiat.
they'll b back in ard 1 week's time.
dozed off in the bus as usual.
we got our prizes got getting 1st.
was all food and sponsered by mr liew!
isn't it surprising?
haha. went to gek those CCA leaders that we were going home already and actually enjoyed a day at sentosa.
esp han han and atikah. hohoho.
went to lot1 to walk walk.
went to KFC to eat the popcorn shake.
sheryl fed all of us sia.
reached home mummy they all was like wa. tomato come home ler.
heng dun hav apple wor.
wat sia.
where got like that de them.
and sebast gor gor was like wa. so tanned ler still got panada eyes.
mus b nv slp.
i was like gort. 1/2 hr.
he down there =.-'''

haha now back home sweet home ler.
and my butt hurts lor.
all that sitting, lying in the music room.
ouch~
but nvm..
now i hav my sweet darling bed..
wanna go ZzZz ler..
nitez..
**moving into dreamland**

smoothening your ruffled up hair
8:45 PM <3

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on Sunday, November 28, 2004

well.. some thgs happened..
i dunno how should i put it.
it mayb simple and nth to him but..
to me..
somehow...
it stirred up everythi..
everythi which i was trying very hard to go numb...

smoothening your ruffled up hair
1:55 AM <3

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on Saturday, November 27, 2004

**yawnzzz**
so tired but so happy wor.
haha..
jus reach home nia.
very late right.
but it was for a real gd reason. cox...
i went to JAY'S CONCERT!!!
ohmigosh.
it was simply GREAT!!!
i LOVE it tons!!!
and all those who went for the concert also will love it.
it was nicer then 'he one'.

met su hui then we went to the indoor stadium.
i was like walk there.
and she was like wa. the sun dunno come up from which side.
i would actually wan to walk.
heys.. walking is a gd excerise and moreover we din know where to take the bus right.
we were kinda of like somehow following the crowd. haha.
reached there alot pple selling those light sticks.
su hui was like dun buy from here.
inside most likely got sell..
go inside and buy..
so ok lor. who knows dun hav loh.
inside selling de was FOOD and of course JAY'S STUFFS.
i bought the hp thingy and the pencil case lor. wanted to get the cup but sold out ler.
guo ran is jay.
haha. also managed to psyco su hui to buy. wahahaha.
i rulez.. =x but for today it was jay who rulez..
he rule he rocked the entire stadium.
luckily su hui's fren shermin help us got it.
heng wor.
bought food too.
and the popcorn sucks.
yew. the "best" popcorn we ever had man.
supposed to start at 8 but. haha.
almost 9 then start.
and somethi very very embarrssing happened.
dun wanna tok abt it and su hui, dun u dare mention a word to anyone.
or else prepare to b MOUND. wahahaha =x

the lights suddenly went off at the stadium and everybody screamed.
everybody went high.
there were 3 curtains, su and i guessed that he will come out from the one on our left but turn out to be that he came down from the top with a cross.
singing yi fu zhi ming.
think the cross is from the mtv idea ba.
when he was praying at the chruch.
ohmigosh. he look so much much much better real life lor.
melted on the spot.
he started singing songs. half half de.
as a warm up.
later came all the songs lor.
jie kuo, yuan you hui, jiang jun, kai bu liao kou, long quan, qing tian, ye ye pao de cha.. a lot lar!!!
practically every album also got sing.
wahahah. but he nv sing ke ai nu ren.. hais..
and he also sang this song erm dunno wat ai de.
not his song. other pple de song.
but he said he liked and practiced how to sing it since he was young coz he wanted to sing it for all the gers and said that he's singing it tonight delicated to all the gers.
wahahaha. fa hua chi.
not his song yet it was sung so nicely.
he truely lives up to his name.
zhou tong.
and the PINK PIANO.
GRAND PINK PIANO.
he played the pink piano.
it look so darn sweet and of cox his playing was terrific.
playing and singing.
ohmigosh. if one day the guy i love does that.
sia la. i'm gonna melt on the stop. =x
nan quan ma ma came.
and one of them played the piano with JAY.
for heaven's sake.
it made everybody speechless.
dead fast, dead gd.
truely one finger to one key.
no such stuffs as one finger accidently play on 2 keys.
that nan quan ma ma person also played for JAY while he sang.
dead nice.
dead cool.
he sang qing tian if i nv rmb wrongly.
and many more.
he sing sing sing then landy came in too.
they sang the zhu ni sheng ri kuai le.
nv sing wu ding.
hais. if sing.. i can flow home ler.
landy looked so much like an angel when she sang zhu ni sheng ri kuai le.
after that she turned into a devil and shake her butt ler.
very hot lor she.
the guys there confrim nose bleed.
JAY went to change then came out again.
after a while he introduced all those live band members.
we were like. huh. so fast ending.
cannot b ba.
haven even sing qi li xiang wun end de lor.
qi li xiang would b the last song.
he went back stage and all of us shouted zhou jie lun. zhou jie lun. zhou jie lun.
haha. with the acomdiation of the drums.
so cool.
it grew faster and faster and faster.
shouted till i went sore.
lost my voice.
but it was worth it.
he came out finally!!!
with a flute wor.
he blew zhang xue you's song.
sounds abit bei chan.
those sad sad de song.
he himself also admit lor!!!
after that he sang another 3 songs i think.
and the last one was qi li xiang.
see. i was right.
he was like.
hao le la.
tai ge de jia zhui huo yi shou ge.
qi li xiang.
everybody went even more high.
all stood up.
and shermine got to hi 5 with him!!!
ohmigosh.
-faints-
she's so dead lucky.

the concert ended.
we lurve the stage.
coz of that giantic jay word on it.
looks so cool.
esp during the concert with all the colour lights reflecting on it.
we took pics at the concert hall.
the stupid guy who took for me had us so small.
but i think he was trying to get the back view of the stage for us ba.

really enjoy at the concert.
it rocks my life.
heez. su hui, u too right..
welcome la.. heez..

and i lurve JAY even more now!!!
shuai dai le.
real person is nothi compared to is photo.
get the chance to c him life.
u'll melt!
and guess wat. today's my 2nd time.
'the one' and 'the incomparble to jay'
haha. incomparble to jay was indeed a better concert than 'the one'.
he danced.
truely danced.
get wat i mean?
JAY hardly dances.
=)

smoothening your ruffled up hair
1:51 PM <3

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was wrapping my bks jus now.
sec3 books.
so many!!!
i was like thinking.
am i crazy to choose triple sci?
hais.
but choose ler.
no use regretting right? hahas. lols.

smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:47 AM <3

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on Tuesday, November 23, 2004

went out with su hui.
that siao char bo.
make me luff till the jaw so suan lor.
met at 1.30. went to jp to catch our princess diary's 2.
dun worry. the movie review will come up de.
su went to mac to eat her lunch.
sway lor she. saw that 2/1 thin thin tall tall guy.
yuk. heng ar. i nv see him.
the movie starts at 4.45.
we had ard 2 1/2 hrs to stone at jp.
ohmigosh then we saw tis guy.
he's darn cute lor.
hey hey. dun get the wrong idea.
he's jus a 2-3 yrs old young guy!
he was on the stage dancing away and was supposed to freeze when the music stops.
but young cute guy mahs.
blur blur de. music stop ler till dance.
but see he young the DJ also let him b the champion.
then the guy's daddy was like dancing below the stage.
ohmigosh. she bangs was played lor.
-faints-
we got kinda childish.
went to toys'r us.
all the toys seem so appealing!!! haha. =x
then tio pian.
that machine cheat my money.
somemore that aunty came to scold us for nth.
siao. we were only trying to get the coin to drop.
and she claims that we were DIGGING the machine.
who eat so full will go and dig machine de.
went to value.
we were the werid-est pple lor.
bought wan wan, and that dunno wat crackers and i bought another kit kat.
haha. machiam to pinic lor.
not go movies.
ohmigosh. now for the most embarassing moment.
we went to popular to take a look at the sec3 books.
and su hui wanted to c the sec3 A'maths tb lor.
was at a corner la.
a 'forbidden' corner.
she stretch her hand to reach out for the bk lor.
than the guy inside turned and stare at us!
ohmigosh. so paishez.
then she somemore tell me to go and ask the guy to hav a look at the book.
-faints-
i huo zhe lian pi go and ask lor.
so embarassing and funny.
oh yar, saw sherlyn.
the one from nan hua. got my lao jie.
then went for the movie lor.
stone so long ler.
hehe. here it comes.
pals.. get ready...
OFFICAL MOVIE REVIEW OF PRINCESS DAIRY'S 2:
well.. princess maya [dunno wat is the actual spelling bu jus make do with this! anyway, the chi subtittles showed that it was the chi name of my pri sch. mei ya. ] graduated from her university and went back to her country to learn how to b a proper queen.
she was 21 yrs old. and according to the rule, she has to dance with all the bacherlors in the ball. 21 of them altogether.
one of them was only 12yrs old lor.
gosh. and she stepped on this guy's foot who turned out to b the one fighting over the throne with her. lord niclous. but it was actually lord nichlous's uncle who was behind all these.
it was so called found out that the princess had to be married within 30 days to able to ascend the throne or else it will go to the guy.
oh yar, not forgetting the princess' room!
it rocks lor! her bed. ohmigosh.
it only makes me feel sleepy.
and she has her own 'shopping mall' in her room.
her best fren even hid in her cupboard and gav her a surprise.
is that cool or wat.
she chose this duke called andrew.
but both of them arn't marrying each other bcox of love.
more of like a responsiblility.
or should i say for the sake of their responsiblities.
during their engagement quite a number of thgs happened.
she had this very cool bed time party before the wedding.
they slided on beds!
and the queen was the best of all.
others sat or laid on the bed but she stood as though it was a surfboard.
it was awesome.
lord niclous told his uncle that he was going to give up for the throne bcox he loves princess maya.
awe. isn't that sweet?
and princess maya love lord niclous too.
they sneaked out and spend a night together.
lord nichlous' uncle send a 'camera man' and got everythi flimed.
got onto the news and princess maya was very upset thinking that it was lord nichlous who arranged everythi.
lord niclous made a mistake abt not going to the church wedding as his uncle planned somethi.
in the end, the maid told him and he actually rode a ONE wheel bicycle to the church.
su and i bao xiao. he looked so funny on that lor. in the end he got a horse from a farmer. looks more xiang yang lar. haha.
at the meantime, princess maya was having doubts abt marring to duke andrew.
the queen talked to her and told her to make her choice which she felt she would b happy and lucky in it together with a sense of responsilibilty. and not jus bcox she has to do it in order to rule the country.
she did it. she told duke andrew that she can't marry him and he was like 'thank you'. see. both of them really din get married bcox they loved each other. it was bcox of responsiliblity.
she told the entrie country that she was not getting married, assured that she could b queen w/o a husband and of cox abolished that silly law of a princess has to b married in oder to take over the throne.
the one who got married in the end was the queen and joseph, the queen head of security.
they had some love going on so erm. haha. got married.
get it? those very 'chim' stuffs.
the throne was handed over to princess maya and before that, lord nichlous asked if princess maya loves him and she does. of course. duh.
ending u should know ler la.
QUEEN MAYA ruled the country well.
ended up with her prince charming.
the grandma was happy with joseph.
her best fren when for further studies and of cox kept in contact with this 'sweet heart'.
the partliment also had women appearing. [they weren't suppose to appear before, except for the queen].
happy and nice ending.
-THE END- =)

smoothening your ruffled up hair
9:58 PM <3

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on Wednesday, November 17, 2004

hais.
sianz.
supposed to go to godpa office today.
but ytd lost hp.
x400---exactly same as the old phone. black.
cost around 500++ w/o the line lor.
ouch~
sianz1/2 where got to go office.
siao ar.
end up went to orchard with mel and chris.
i was late.
bo hp they also cannot contact me.
haha. how interesting.
rot there. bo money.
went marche makan.
mel order the dunno wat fish de.
not bad lar. but SOMEONE dun eat fish over there.
fish makes u smart ok.
chris somemore need us to help her decide wat to order.
got the potato thgy for her.
that strips of potato de with sauagge.
i got the carlarimi. --- dunno how to spell la.
that thg deep fried with sotong inside.
shared everythi.
came out broke le.
went heeren shops walk walk end up buy slippers.
broke still buy slippers.
pro hor.
and that lady cheat our money lor!
one pair $8, 2 pairs $16 right.
we ACCIDENTLY gav her $18 she also nv return to us.
another dishonest freak.
went cine rot.
we actually sit the lift go up and down.
somemore that lift got cctv de lor.
that person looking mus b thinking we siao de.
mel said slp chris and i heard as strip.
wahahaha. then the pple in the lift all stare at mel. =x
finally bth went to the accarde.
haha. play that ddr 4th remix.
wanna faint.
and that hocky thgy.
one time got 3 of the UFO thgy come out.
lost to mel. TERRIBLY.
after that went to look for her prom gown lor.
whatever she wear we take pic sia.
chris even take video.
gek lor. both of them got hp yet lost my. grrr.
then go home le lor.
going to reach marsiling le daddy call chris de hp.
say mummy fed up, nagging.
not even 6.30 lor.
hais. bought the slippers in the end also ask chris take home for me first.
went home she also like nth nth de.
dunno isit wan to zhen me walk faster home sia.
daddy got the sim card for me ler.
at first somemore say got meeting cannot meet me go take.
hahas. this daddy hor.
so well, i got my hp back already anyway.
so u guys can contact me already.
smiles. =)
-trying very hard to-

smoothening your ruffled up hair
8:35 PM <3

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on Tuesday, November 16, 2004

daddy jus reached home.
he went to singtel to get me another phone.
wat model i dunno.
i nv check.
how would i have the cheek to check.
the one he bought me lasted less than a mth.
i lost one today he got me one today.
if its the same model its gonna cost a bomb.
he used his plan to upgrade for my previous phone.
and now. no way he can upgrade it AGAIN.
w/o ungrading the phone is 500+++.
why is he doing all this.
still being able to put up a smiling face.
i really pei fu him.
really. seriously.
i'm such a disappointment and he's doing all this.
where else can i go to look for such a great dad?
no where.
fierce or not.
ridiculous or not.
strict or not.
he will always be my great dad.
the best dad in the world.
thanks daddy.
i love you..
-leaving with tears streaking down-

smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:08 PM <3

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why is this darn world like that?
hate it!
hate it to the core!
panasonic x400.
less than 1 mth.
lost it.
less then 1 mth ok!
not even 1 yr!
wtf!
i worked so hard for that phone.
got it as a reward from daddy.
and this is what happens.
where the hell the tian li went?
disappeared into the thin air?
or really went to hell?
no longer in heaven.
wat crap.
i jus left there for 5 min.
or should i say less than 5 min.
and it was gone.
wtf.
whoever is that HEARTLESS DISHONEST FREAKO who picked up my phone i curse that person!
i dun care.
how bad it may b.
but i jus curse that idiotic person forever.
can't that farking person jus pass the phone to the counter?
wait till one day that lameo freak gets the same treatment or even worst know wat's the feeling like.
i hate this world.
i hate the person who did this.
i admit i am careless.
but can't he/she jus b a kind soul and return it?
that asshole even off my phone when i called it!
such pple actually exist in this world.
hurhur.
how interesting.
satan got to b so dead happy.
jumping with joy.
best jump to his death!
stupid evil idiotic 'angel'
dark angel.
FULL OF HATRED/-
but i wun let satan take over me.
i'm gonna work for it.
no matter wat it takes.
it wun b the same cox that was a reward from daddy.
but i'm gonna get back the same phone.
daddy, i'm sorry for being so careless.
not taking proper care of the reward u gav me.
i really din mean to lose it.
i noe i disappointed you.
i'm truely sorry.
i promise i'm gonna work hard for the new phone myself.
and take gd care of it.
its a promise.
a promise which is not meant to b broken.
-promised under god's words and presence-

smoothening your ruffled up hair
8:21 PM <3

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on Monday, November 15, 2004

ouch~
i wun get sparred tml.
my skin.
machiam lobster!
not as red a that time kelong but kinda red too.
saw my own face was like wow.
haha. and the back hurts.
starting to.
this morning early in the morning daddy pull me out of the bed le lor.
say go eat breakfast.
[so called blog-ging for su hui here too =/]
at first somemore say wan su hui giv me morning call de lor.
now no need ler.
and she even was like.
'i'm surprised ur so early' -.-''
met everybody at cck.
su hui, val, chu, aaron, sx, dallas, daniel, wen zheng.
did i miss out anyone? hope not ba. haha.
met ah bang at the chalet.
val lost her wallet.
haven even play lost the wallet.
and the money was like 1 wk's allowence.
ouch~ hurts man.
couldn't find it.
went wild wild wet.
so many pple.
made a grave mistake to go on a public holi.
seems small.
dunno why.
he six-eater that thg was under repair.
so lame lor. we din get to sit that. arg.
like nth mch to play yet have to Q for so long.
the slide was like not slippery de lor.
-idiot- =x heez.
ke lian de su hui and val cannot play lor. wahaha.
best was that sliding thgy.
scary lor.
if u guys actually go and sit that thg.
ou xuan and that milk bottle played on the tv that thg.
sit at the back!
cox u dun c that u r actually falling and going up again.
so scary but fun. haha.
at the wave pool we [galz] were like so ke lian lor.
the boys kept splashing water at us until we're like so zhou tou wu lu.
we had to face the wall.
so cham lor.
the wave came. woosh!
it was shiok!
so strong wor. can jus like carry us away.
then got that dunno wat river lar.
current there today dunno why like so strong.
no nd to do anythi also can get carried away.
then we did that choo-choo train.
seems lame la. but fun.
haha. daniel lost his funkey card in the water lor.
but found it so erm. no big deal. =x
chu and i tried to go against the current.
so difficult lor.
oh yar, we [ the 5 gers, daniel and dallas. the rest went to check in the chalet. ] went to play the playground lor.
like so pathetic.
fancy 'playing' with the same kids. haha.
those slides were like small small cute cute de.
the boys dunno isit siao de.
keep waiting for the big yaulk - dunno how to spell la. whatever- 'cup' to fall down with all the water inside.
so pain lor. dunno isit bcox of the water or isit the skin got sunburn.
played until abt 4 plus. i think.
then went to bathe and eat of course.
when there's me, there's food. wahahaha.
at first asked this guy if we could share the table with him.
he was like can can. of cox.
buy the food come back there was like so many pple at that table lor.
all his frenz i think.
they even touched our thgs.
we were like to dl.
changed table.
eat halfway. dallas, su hui called.
say they waiting for us to go and eat.
wahahaha. we were already eatinbg pizza hut. opps. haha.
told them to go ahead first.
then news came sx lost his wallet.
daniel like eat until so slow lor.
chu ps kia.
went off to meet her mummy.
at first somemore say wanna go back together.
went to the chalet after daniel ate finish.
the guys were inside playing x-box.
su hui and val went to bathe.
sat there play cards.
wait for them to bathe finish then escort me to the bus stop.
very dua pai hor.
then sx lost his slippers.
wa pro sia.
thgs also left in the wild wild wet locker.
pei fu pei fu.
went back, wa. he dunno isit dead heng lor.
found his wallet. shirt also la. but dunno whose de.
then those bbq stuffs too.
actually wanted to stay for the bbq but was like later so late le.
go home so dark.
stay not enuff clothes.
so much food lor. arg.
they gotta b enjoying now lor.
later come back sure come and gek me.
humph. then will tok thru the night. right guys?
bth.
haix. my face like burning.
headache coming up.
skin is like starting to ouch even more.
tml would b hell.
but nvm. tanned is a healthy colour wor.
but now its like a lobster.
humph. suan le.
red skin, red face, red nose [but not clown].
aiya, practically any exposed area is red la.
su hui one. wa. u should c her face.
opps. better stop here.
dun wanna get KO. haha.
enjoy peeps. last yr le.
play ur heart out. =)

smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:25 PM <3

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on Sunday, November 14, 2004

went chc this morning.
was at kallang.
indoor stadium lor.
so far. and hav to b at kallang mrt at 8am.
8am in the morning okie!!!
wa. was like so tired.
met sandy a bradell. --> dunno how to spell la.
she was LATE.
hurhur.
was like so freaking lor.
i almost got off at the wrg station.
so so so paishez.
heng sandy was there or else it would b like.
oh gosh.
where on earth am i?
no sense of direction is like that de la.
heez. so i'm erm. innocent?
lolx.
well 3hrs of service today.
150++ pastors graduated from the pastors' course.
including the interpretor.
can't rmb her name.
rev ulf preech.
prayed for rev kong and pastor sun.
darn freezing cold inside and HUNGRY.
then went we came out it was raining.
hurhur. how interesting.
but jus was a slight drizzle.
so urm whatever.
carnival had tons of pple.
can't even get our pizza. arg.
somehow got 'lost'.
walk dunno how far and still could not find mac lor.
guyz fault --> they led the way. =x
when there it was already OVER crowded.
spent a long time waiting not looking for seats.
dead hungry.
after eating went back ler.
wait so long for a taxi.
to kallang only.
not woodlands.
i'll go broke man.
yun tian was like SO KIND so acc me take the red line.
but she was also SO MEAN to FORCE me to acc to yew tee lor.
telling alot of 'mathematical' logic.
wat. urm. the distance for me to go to yew tee and come back would b the same as she going to bb.
she can get SO SO SO SO 'LOGICAL' at times.
crapped with su hui on the phone.
haha. was like so lame.
and sly!
ohmigosh. i can't believe they actually KISSED him.
and the sunglasses thg.
crazy.. --> it jus can't b i hope.
tml going wild wild wet.
better slp early tonight.
i need 12 FULL hrs of slp.
haha. morning call su hui.
thanks. =x

smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:04 PM <3

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on Friday, November 12, 2004

ohmigosh.
this is so dead freaking lor.
i'm supposed to b going for tuition but here am i at home.
SICK!!!
so pathetic.
arg. whatever.
this sickening nose is killing me.
eyes red, nose red.
what's next?
face red?
yuk. tomato.
**ah choo!!**
went to sch this morning with chris and lopez.
do that freaking notice board.
sit there for so long only do half a border.
half only.
lopez sat there write out the meanings of the belt.
at the same time talking on the phone.
yuk. goosebumps.
u guys should get wat i mean la hor.
went home, took a bathe then come out again.
went for a movie with yun tian and cwp.
the forgottten.
"introduced" by chris
the story line lame lar.
no gross scenes.
but the impact was great.
and scary.
the car jus crash out of nowhere.
pple who believed telly and ash went..
BOOM!
flying into the sky like a balloon.
jus much faster and louder.
i sceamed, naturally.
that's normal okie.
both of us were like covering our eyes.
we bought lots of potato chips in. haha.
i dun wan to "review" the movie.
or else pple say my blog movie review again.
humph.
nose was killing me.
went to buy febs but it dun seem to b working.
oh yar, saw jamie.
busy studying at mos burger.
went to look for shoe bags.
yt was like wow. this place changed so much.
com'on.
this place din REALLY changed.
u jus hav not been here for a LONG LONG time that's all.
went to eat ya kun.
the pple there were real unfriendly.
met li jie too.
she went there alone and yt was like.
oh. so kelian.
but she claims that she's worst off cause she's with me.
wart sia she.
i'm the kelian one here ok.
fancy me being controlled by her, under her torture for like 10 yrs.
next yrs 11 already.
gosh. i really wonder how i live thru this man.
and there's still a long way more to go.
haix. pity me.

smoothening your ruffled up hair
5:53 PM <3

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on Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Memories are kept.
=)
dun understand?
haha. its not for u to understand after all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
my REAL mummy i'm toking abt here.
hope u like the presents and the cake wor.
angie's choice durian cake wor.
haha.
;p
and next time, dun get so surprised and act so fast okie?
u escaped this time.
hurhur. but not next time.
i'll b FASTER then u.
wahahaha =)
shen ri kuai le. :b

smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:19 PM <3

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on Tuesday, November 09, 2004

eh. nth much la.
this morning choir then hand in the option form.
got pysco by miss lim.
=/
then went home lor.
so sianz.
actually wanted to go and watch movie.
then sianz1/2.
end up dun wan to watch.
chris came over.
to rot apparently.
send those stupid pics to mdm li.
sianz. why mus i do such thgs?
argg.
tok abt tkd stuffs.
and guess wat?
i called him.
jus to plainly ask abt tkd stuffs.
can u believe it?
i called him. --- 14.38
ok, its lame.
he nv pick up the call.
i was like.
haix. suan le. dun pick up.
2 min later. --- 14.40
ugly number but nice timing.
haha. he called back.
so long nv hear his voice already.
was like.
dunno how to describe.
talking sounds awkard to me.
he was like huh and orh.. blah blah blah.
that blur and gong gong voice.
miss that?
perhaps.
my wallpaper is no longer him after all.
changed it. duh.
new phone new wallpaper?
sounds stupid.
whatever.
am i getting over him i dunno.
feelings r not that easily arroused anymore.
but they r still there.
think i need more time.
or is there a short cut?
brainwashing? haha.
ge wo yi bei wang qing shui --> kl, sounds familiar?

smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:06 PM <3

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on Wednesday, November 03, 2004

haha.
i like some time nv come and update blog le hor.
lolx.
this blog siao siao de.
dun like me.
half of the links disappear.
in fact alot of thgs disappear.
in my life too.
jus like how thgs r disppearing in my blog.
will everythi come back once i change my blogkskin?
will everythi come back after a nite's slp?
i dunno.
or will everythi b gone after a nite's slp?
or will everythi b gone after a fortnight?
after a month?
i also dunno.
someone once told me.
she got numb by jus plaining studying.
jus concentrating on her studies.
her exams.
it seems as if it worked for her all right.
i gav it a try.
somehow it seems to b working.
i think.
starting it was hard.
real hard.
when ever u try to concentrate on somethi.
other thgs will pop into your mind.
thgs which u do not wan to think of.
lots of concentration was needed.
jus as i was suceeding the exam ended.
i lost somethi for me to concentrate on.
i was so close to b completely numb.
now that i lost somethi to concentrate on
i've to concentrate on somethi else.
play?
fun?
choir?
tkd? [i'm not sure abt this]
holidays?
i dunno wat can i concentrate on next.
perhaps slping ba.
b a next pig.
slp all day.
eat all day.
watch movies all day.
wat is life after all?
who can ans me this question?
jus who...?

smoothening your ruffled up hair
2:37 PM <3

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