on Wednesday, December 29, 2004
yay! its thanks giving!
but i'm still sick.
ok whatever.
but the day wasn't THAT bad.
met a few yandao kias lor. wahahaha.
gers..dun get so jelez.
esp jo. opps. heez.
yea so met the first one in the train on the way to godpa's office.
2nd one was this delivery boy.
gosh. he's so damn cute.
blurly n shy.
he was like where should i put the thgs.
n i told him anywhere where u can find place.
hello.. the place is not my. how would i know right.
but he was really cute so nvm.
after bringing everythi in he had to get aunty doris to sign.
n he was standing outside the door looked as if he didn't dare to open the door or even knock on it.
ohmigosh. such a shy guy.
i had to open the door for him.
3rd guy was during lunch.
he was jus sitting at the opp. table.
directly facing my so erm yea.
4th one. haix. worst of the worst.
he mistaken me as someone else n knocked my head.
i was like ouch~
turned around n realised an unknown guy hit my head.
both of us stare at each other
it was like only 5secs n he went opps.
sorry recong the wrong person.
and he BLUSHED.
cool huh. a guy blushing.
his frens went bursting out in laughter.
he've got that shy shy, cool cool n paishez look on him haha.
i shan't luff at pple further.
its BAD to do so. haha.
did some shopping at junction 8 while waiting for daddy.
was actually looking for a bag.
but failed. those weren't really the kind i was looking for.
din really fancied them. so heez.
din got any but a lot of clothes.
really had the urge to buy!!!
but no money.
haven got my pay lor.
n i dun even know when i'm getting it.
ouch lor. i'm working for extra pocket money for shopping n outings on holi yet i haven got my pay.
sch going to reopen liao la.
where got time to go shopping after that.
*pouts*
that's the worst part working for someone whom ur close to.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:56 PM <3
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on Sunday, December 26, 2004
wa sianz.
fancy staying at home on a sunday.
fever shot up to 40.0 last nite.
pro huh.
felt as though i was floating.
giddy n weak.
din wan to get up of the bed.
mummy woke me up in the middle of the nite to take temperature n medicine.
morning it was 38.9.
now its 37.9.
i love the numbers man.
all so chio.
can go n buy toto ler. wahahahas.
so boring.
at home, rotting, everythi taste bland.
no more ba gua, chocolates.
only fish, veggie n plain porriage.
even ginger taste kinda bo bi suo to b.
can u believe it?
its GINGER which i can hardly taste.
still to think that i hate ginger most.
even that suan thgy din taste much to me.
daddy was like only one thg will taste to me.
durian.
wa lao. *peng* durian.
telling a sick person this.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
4:22 PM <3
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on Saturday, December 25, 2004
HO HO HO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
had a wonderful christmas.
went for service in the morning.
it rocks.
it always rocks.
the dance was terrific.
drama was great.
i really agreed wat gary said.
it was damn touching.
almost cried.
preeching by rev kong.
abt the 3 major mistakes made.
prayer of coz n took photos with the entire cg.
then melvin they all were like where r u.
can u come quick for the christmas party.
ok lor. go lor. but missed lunch.
lucky there was a lot of food there or else i'm gonna starve to death.
sarah, big michelle came.
wooo. did a lot of crap.
lame stuffs n those games.
was like so paishez.
passing that balloon neck to neck.
ohmigosh.
4 times somemore.
rules: balloon mus not drop, or u'll restart. mus b alternate. ger boi.
but fun la.
those were for the 'teenagers'
n we had the musical chairs got the kids.
the best part was the winner had to PERFORM.
haha. jiali got it.
n that newspaper thg where everyone had to fit it.
standered sarah n i kana dragged in.
n they had the balloon tied to our leg n the others mus try to burst it by stepping on it.
cool huh.
sherman was the winner.
wayne got pranked. so haha.
melvin was the FIRST to got out. wahahaha.
once the game start. POMP.
one boi behind him stepped.
ooo so kelian haha.
then tok here tok there lor.
cut cake.
sean's bd cum christmas celebration.
played till now.
n u know wat's best?
i'm running a fever of 38.9 degree.
haha. din really cared abt it until jus now.
went home felt a great headache.
think had it for a few days already.
cox the 'feeling' is like there.
hahaz. nvm la. take some pills, after a gd nite slp should b ok ler.
and guy...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MAY GOD BLESS YA. =)
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:55 PM <3
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on Wednesday, December 22, 2004
boo woo hoo.
sianzation.
went to godpa's office.
they r so dead funny lor.
nth to do yet ask me to go down to the office.
end up rotting, stoning n even slping there.
jus imagine.
n erm i sort of did a real 'good' deed.
uncle daniel got yiyi to come n work too coz he sees me working in the office.
opps hehez.
i didn't mean any harm.
serious.
yiyi gav me that bu gan yuan the look this morning.
haha. kinda kelian him.
while i'm sitting in the office nth to do.
he was out at the job site with the boys helping out.
he wasn't even back at the office when i was already leaving.
why is this world so odd?
when pple r studying they would wan to work yet when they r working they say they wan to study?
its weird.
but i admit i'm one of them.
perhaps bcoz this job is not 'enjoyable' at all.
godpa kept asking me to do the turboCAD2002 thgy when i dun even hav a clue wat's that.
ask me to install still can but ask me to use it?
hello. if i knew how to use it i wouldn't b studying.
i could b working doing all these stuffs got pple n earning money.
told me a thousand, million times its not that easy lor.
ask me to find all those symbols for circuit.
yea, its somehow like powerpoint, dreamweaver.
u play ard with it n u'll b able to get some stuffs here n there.
but this turbo thgy is all abt electrical stuffs n floor plans.
how would i know.
wa paing. really wanna faint.
so i would really really really go back to the study world.
went to bugis with aunty cecilla after work.
looked for aunty susan.
all the aunties.
aunty cecilla wanted to get a bag n jus nice aunty susan was on duty there so yea.
bought cheese cakes. haha
taste simply great.
was long-ing for it.
met daddy, went to do some christmas shopping.
heez. christmas!!!
yea. shop for MY christmas present can.
couldn't really make up my mind wat to buy.
haha. met chris.
she was like shock?
haha. dunno wat was she looking for.
jus saw her carrying a mini toons carrier.
went makan makan after that.
so nice. haha
ate jap food.
yum yum. haha
mummy nv come can eat all those raw food haha.
rebelious prehaps but i like it.
but hais.
can't seem to get any one of their consent to go for the service n the christmas countdown.
same old words.
too late too far.
wan to go to the CATHOLIC church behind my hse.
hello. i'm a christian not a catholic.
then ask me go godma's church.
well, her church is kinda erm 'not really for me' those type.
get it get it?
haha. still prefer chc. heez.
christmas!!! i wan christmas!!! wooohooo!!!
smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:16 PM <3
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on Saturday, December 18, 2004
*yawn*
jus came home sia.
so full. so nice to slp.
wahahaha.
went got cg cum christmas party.
at red hill.
one of the sister's house.
was really fun.
2 cgs 'merge' and had bible study together.
preeching, god's testimonials n stuff.
sang praises of the lord, christmas songs.
after the cg they started partying and had fellowship.
pop party popers.
sprayed that colour thgy string on everyone.
and that white foam thgy.
was like so soapy and fun.
u can't get clean at such places or they'll make u the dirty-est.
after that was food!!!
haha my fav part.
opps. heez.
jus was my hands, got my food and gary was like lets go for the 4.30 service since i can't make it for the service tml.
i was like wat.
now? but i'm still eating lor.
and they were all like nvm nvm, eat in the taxi.
-.- pro sia.
yuntian n sandy couldn't come cox they're in shorts lor.
not an apporate attire.
so sad. hais.
got our christmas exhange gift.
then gary, jeremy and me.
we took a taxi down.
we're really on the dot when we reached.
thank god.
service was great.
and i jus found out li nan xing is also from chc.
i only knew he was a christian but din know he was from chc.
they showed us the shots when he was thanking for his award.
and there was xie xie ye shu.
then gary told me stella was also from chc.
wow. din know such stuffs.
only knew that the presence of god was there.
psy roger tok abt homosexual stuffs, sexual status and how god changed him.
it was really great to know wat god hav done for us.
has my prayer done.
service was supposed to end at 6.30
but ended at 7++ instead.
had somethi on and i was late.
but whatever. nvm. heez.
oh yar, and i owe gary n jeremy a meal cox he acc me to the 4.30 service.
wat's this? *shrugs*
but jus return it to them some day.
gary: ni gen wo ji zhu. wan me to treat u yet u say u'll treat other gers cox u wan them to come out. wart sia u. is this how u treat ur sis huh. humph. haha. jk la. hope u guys had a GREAT dinner with sis py and the other ger if she went. cox i had a SUMPSOUS dinner haha. no offense. opps. heez.
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:47 PM <3
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on Friday, December 17, 2004
piang eh.
so boring.
its raining, its pouring.
the old man is snoring.
he went to bed and bump his head
and couldn't get up in the morning.
ok, its lame.
but i'm really dead bored.
its raining, no umbrella, naturally i'm stuck here in the office.
blah blah blah.
now its either i wait for the rain to stop or wait for godpa to send me home.
hais. so kelian de wor.
today wrote all the gurantee card till shou suan lor.
almost 50 to b wrote.
**faints**
smoothening your ruffled up hair
5:18 PM <3
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on Wednesday, December 15, 2004
erm today.
went to chris' house.
at first say wanna learn pattern.
end up slacking, eating, rotting, playin her com.
go her hse so many times
today first time suddenly felt that her room seems so sad.
a place where can make u think a lot.
i really pei fu her can stay in her room n slp at nite.
giv me i confrim think whole nite wun slp.
hais.
zhen shi ming ku.
chris, sorry.
made ur pillow a bit wet.
jus a bit.
should b ok when u return home.
suddenly felt like a glutton.
ate a lot of thgs.
tummy feel so bloated.
but who cares.
no one.
_`the person whom i wan to pull me up is not there`_
_`i waited. i really waited but u nv did when others did`_
smoothening your ruffled up hair
8:43 PM <3
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on Saturday, December 11, 2004
the day i felt worst in my life.
the day i felt most sad.
the day i felt most terrified.
the day i felt most horrified.
the day i'll nv forget.
ur style.. ur look.. ur everythi.. esp ur eyes...
nv ever...
_`i waited. i really waited but u nv did when others did.`_
smoothening your ruffled up hair
10:43 PM <3
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on Thursday, December 09, 2004
aiyo!!!!
FAN SI WO LE LA!!!
should i quit tkd?
should i change club?
if change to St Teresa Taekwondo Centre wat's gonna happen?
heard that nee soon east and them got some sort of conflicks.
they dun fancy each other.
so if i join ler then alamak.
how?
but lit kwong also tok to his master and..
aiyer.. fan si wo le.
i dun feel like leaving nee soon east also bcox of that stupid thg la.
and now.
like dun leave wun do me any gd.
i wun get any where staying there.
and master.. aiyo...
why r thgs so complicated..!?!?!?
+give up tkd? seriously considering+
aiyo. hais.
wo zhen shi fan.
fan gan.
fan si ren.
to b or not to b.
to go or not to go.
to choose or not to choose.
do i really hav to make a decision?
hais. perhaps.
but when, how, wat?
wat would b the final decision?
i really dunno..
totally dunno...
i've to forsake somethi..
soooommmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeetttttttthhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..............
smoothening your ruffled up hair
11:04 PM <3
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on Sunday, December 05, 2004
wwwwooooo....
home sweet home...
now i finally how much the hospital stinks.
u dun realise it when ur jus over there to visit someone.
but u'll definfately realise it when ur staying there.
yuk. smells horrible.
gross to the end.
all of that medicine smell.
yew gross.
and that stinking bed which isn't comfortable at all.
din get a good nites slp at all.
totally panda now.
jus got discharged this afternoon.
got admited on fri due to gastrics.
dunno how the hack i got it.
i eat my meals lor.
was even eating bread at home.
witness: mummy.
met mel and chris to get some stuff.
then the pain came.
when i felt the pain coming i took kfc but it din seemed to b going off so i went to get another hot milo to drink.
and trust me.
it was real HOT.
after that soon went home ler.
had a terrible time struggling home.
so dead painful.
mummy bought me to the clinic.
my legs were like jelly.
couldn't walk.
dunno why the pain got worst.
even threw out.
mummy call the ambulance sia.
admited.
the doc ask me to eat food then eat medicine.
injection.
check this check that.
take blood then say not enuff blood.
wart sia.
ask me to put blood.
so pain lor.
that stupid needle.
will nv forget it.
next time die die also dun wan to admit hospital again.
stupid gastrics.
grr.. humph.
hai shi jia li hao.
=x
smoothening your ruffled up hair
9:20 PM <3
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